Or that I have control over it either.
But I know I’m going where it takes me.
Be it the mountains of Tibet or the slums of Bangladesh.
I will enjoy it.
I go by Maria.
I’m narcissistic, pessimistic, juvenile and gregarious.
I’m a creation of 2 Latino parents, who love me immensely.
I’m a one girl revolution.
I want to change the way
you see things,
change up your perspective and
make you view things my way.
In all honesty, it’s my goal to
be the best I can be.
In the sea of endless faces in
the world, I want to be the
girl that can hold her own.
I want to be heard.
I want to be noticed.
But most importantly, I want to be me.
It sounds cocky,
but it’s truthful, not bull crap
that most people would write.
Although I have written this all,
I know I’m not perfect. I have flaws
same as everyone else.
I work day and sometimes night
to achieve good grades.
I enjoy the work, although it can be
stressful at times, I know that it’s
going to have the best outcome
on my life.
I just love to be original, out of the six billion people there are on this planet, I want to be one of the girls who gives it her all, the one who is respected for her effort and achievements.
Despite my vanity and big imagination,
I’m rather caring about others,
especially the ones I love.
I don’t trust many people anymore.
I have my close group,
the ones I want in my life forever.
We’re tightly knit;
we can read all of each other like a book.
I believe in God,
but I don’t live my life based on what a man-made book says.
Anyway, you’ll be wanting
to know some facts about me now.
My name is Maria Jaramillo.
I’m young, really young.
Although I act about three
most of the time,
physically I look older
and I can be serious – at times.
My hair is dark brown
&my eyes are of similar tone
and so far I haven’t found need
to change my hair or eye color.
My complexion is tan rather than pale.
I am also just a miniscule 5ft4.
My hair is extremely curly,
I straighten it daily.
It’s shoulder length,
and I want extensions more
than anything.
Mentally, I'm probably not
completely there.
I have mood swings at the most
random of times
&can never seem to keep my
mouth shut. I’m ashamed about
my past, but I still try to keep
my head up high and hold onto my pride.
I’ve re-assessed my life so many
times and with each, I’ve realized,
it sucks.
But amazingly there are some
things that make it less sucky.
Like those very few true friends
I have in life, school, family,
music, and my very bright future.
I find small details that no one
pays any real attention to kind
of interesting. I’m a bit of a clean freak,
spiders are my weakness,
I get annoyed easily,
I like being the teachers’ pet
and I can be very misunderstood.
But as we all know,
life can’t be perfect, so there
are many things that I do detest.
For example I detest ignorance,
racism, animal cruelty,
and people who judge me on a piece of text.
Even a letter this long could
never explain me fully.
I’ve learned to accept who I am ,
even though I have countless flaws.
I’m content the way I am and if I
were given a chance to re-live my life,
I would do everything the same.
God put me in these shoes for a reason.
if yuo can raed tihs, you hvae a sgtrane mnid, too. Can you raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno’t mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it.
yes, it’s on and poppin yes, the partys rocking yes.
o1. getting my hair done + extensions on wednesday < 3
o2. imiss avery - not gunna lie.
o3. FMYLIFE. i’m not allowed getting a cellphone till january.
o4. i’m loving endo pendant & tha royalty a lot ♥
o5. i love you, i will always have a bit of feelings for you. i will never forget you <3
o6. school tmrw, fuck. it just killls mymood.
o7. i miss you, imiss you, i miss you. fuck :(
fmylife
Today, I walked in on my boyfriend saying, “I shall be the prince, and you shall be the princess,” to his hamster. Once he saw me, he quickly turned to the hamster and said, “I have to go. The dragon is here.” FML
<3 <3 <3
@ jessicarochaaa.
blueberry princess.
imiss you so so much . idon’t think you’d believe it.
we used to be tight, nothing could seperate us.
we were honestly- the best of friends.
then this stupid fucking thing called drifting happened to us.
whatever bullshit went down , we overcame it.
anywaaays, iloveu so so much & don’t ever forget that .
you have a pretty big spot in my heart &don’t forget that. <3
we have to chill soon & catch up & what not.
wegotta toke it up or juice it . imiss our high times
where you’d fall through our pimpin’ ass forts
& all those unforgettable nights, like honestly. we would never not have fun
what the shit happened to that :(
we have to rebuild our friendship & this summer, we’ll be together alllll the time
last years summer was sucha fail for us , but lets fuck that & make this summer
10x better then last summer would’ve ever been .
anyways i wanna wish you a verrrry happy birthday.
have a fucking good one.
iloveu & miss you so so much . ♥
bee tee dubs - remember this ?
when was this? like 5million years ago? yupp- seems about right.
fuck what you heard- recognize what you see.
- what a good nighttt, ‘< 3
- grad dress shopping soon .
- i miss you so so so much .
the little things you do, make me feel
so unreal- but break my heart all the same,
ican never win with you.. =(
- everyones so fake lately.
- i’m loven ep so much ♥
- UM , it would help a whole lot if iactually
knew how to work tumblr..
little bitches get out- we don’t want no skinny bitches.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctVmNbVu2KA
biggg booty bitches.
hey bitch- thats my bestfriend you’re messing with
first off- hunnie, you had no right to start shit with my friend.
you say she’s fake? pfft , look at you. nobody can tell who you are.
keep it real? take your own advice bitch. quit running your mouth because we both know whose gunna come out on top. the only reason you started shit, was cause ileft & you know that if i were there iwoulda fucken tarred you apart.
you act like you’re so solid, but we can all tell that you’re just insecure
& since you have no life- you have nothing better to do then to start shit with people.
yeah man – I’m pissed off at you. You irritate me. but ifyou weren’t so ignorant, self-absorbed
and so god damn stupid; iwouldn’t be so bitchy all the time.
I’m about working hard for what I want and standing up for what I deserve.
iaint about trying to demoralize you , I’m about showing you whose in power.
& believe it or not you dumb bitch – it’s not you.
I’m not being arrogant, as you are, I’m being confident & showing pride for my intellect.
recognize what you’re seeing right now, & hope to god that I don’t get too fed up with you
cause I’ll come down there, & stomp your fat ass & ugly face in.
I really wanna see what you have to say to this, I’m sure you think you can hold your own weight.
you can’t. & do you think for one second that you have people to hold your weight for you?
you don’t. most people will be on my side of this argument cause
we all acknowledge that what you did is fucked up . you’re a stuck up bitch to everyone,
smarten up.
I’m happy everybody sees the real you now, & they hateit.
you always have to look down on people, as if you were THAT much better then them,
get a quick dose of reality hunnie. NOT EVEN CLOSE.
you don’t have a back bone, you have your head up your ass.
no body has respect for you, and if you keep this up- no body ever will .
do you think people respect you for being a bitch? NO. they hate you for it.
you’re not opinionated. Any ass can fart an opinion.
you’re just a faker who makes it seem like she’s strong
I can see through it, she can see through it, and we all can .
so for the love of sweet baby jesus- stop.
or I’ll fucking make you stop.
ksweeeet deals – love you :D
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
